Saturday, October 11, 2008

Ah, of all good posts I once had, maybe a little bad, maybe a little good for this very special post.

I feel that I'm starting to put my little soul in a cave, deeper and deeper as time passes. Loneliness filled my days for weeks already, and life's still don't change even when school start. I tried to pull myself into any conversation to forget the loneliness but it failed. Instead, I just got myself either into greater trouble, or lame conversation. Is my mood aligned with the current status of the economy? However, I'm glad that I had dinner with Bleahx! yesterday. Seeing just made me feel more relax. All my stress of loneliness were cleared. For others, I won't mind isolating myself at one corner just like when I'm accompanying my classmates playing pool. But whenever I see this other 3 people, I don't know. How I hope the 3 of them can always be by my side all the time. They always makes me feel that, we live for one another. But I'm not sure if this feeling of mine is true. Alright, enough of the emotional side of me at the moment ei? Yup, yesterday we had dinner at TM Swensen. I wanted to make that my treat, and I did it! haha, we ate baked rice and chocolate fondue and plus plus, can't remember.. fries I think. And of course, unforgettable Valarie's cookies!(yea.. I remembered, not cake). Valarie, as usual, the one who's always crazy about taking photos.. haha! Yea, and we took shots. It's in my friendster: http://www.friendster.com/leonardfirst
We had lots of fun.. with the fondueS. Or rather, Valarie and Daron. Whilst me and Jeremy kept on got 'seduced' by.. Val? haha, k lar.. shall not reveal more. It's CONFIDENTIAL! I think.. It costs me a total of 80++ wothy bucks. I think, I paid without looking at the receipt. And when the cashier pass me the reciept I asked her to throw it away. HA. foolish me. But no matter what I'm glad the treat was given.
And today's another day of school. It's the second day for this semester. To say that I'm bad guy, maybe. I'm glad that my class size had reduced. However, those that I hope that will remain in the same class, yes they are. For the one that I'd tried all ways to aid you, hope that you're already flying on your own in the sky like an eagle. This 2 days, I had already expected loneliness as I'm an anti-social guy. I'm glad one very good classmate of mine, had always given me a good mental reliance. Nonetheless, I believe this reliance won't last. Sometimes, I would like to ask for a prayer.. that I would like to have a good permanent, at least a mental reliance. I'm quite tired of always having temporary buddy.
meLeonard walked through the seasons at10:28 AM

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