Thursday, September 18, 2008
My apology again for not updating for so long! Haha, your forgiveness is greatly appreciated. Like I said, even if I didn't update for long my tag board won't be as inactive. My absence in the tagboard is pretty short.
Job.Alright, many things happened.. of course. Otherwise this blog will be quite active. In contrast with my previous post, I was unhappy with my hsbc job nowadays. I'm not too sure why, it's not because I'm stress, but I just can't get along well with the people there. I think actually the fact is that I kind of dislike a few of them. So I tend to disturb them like small little kids, I guess it's all out of boredom and they began to develop hatred towards me I guess. Haha.
Tiring as always for my Bakerzin. But the work there is certainly easier. For that I can't blame them for having paid me so lowly. But I get to munch on the food there! Ha, there's something which I like about. And that for every 8 hours that I work I can get 1 staff meal free, at limited selections only. Certainly without notice of others I tend to nibble some of the food. But not the one that are for customer definitely! However, openly.
House. After changing my wardrobe, here's another change soon: my kitchen! Not the whole kitchen of course. Only the basin. Or rather, the support for my basin. As it's sinking like a titanic that just got hurt by an ice berg, my mum is finally seeing a need to change.
Personal arena. For one very, good friend of mine. I just learnt a lot from this situation of his. It's just some family matters that's not permissioned to be mentioned here I guess. But I came down to his house at an eleventh hour call. Hoping that I could get him some help out of it together with his girlfriend. Through this, I actually learnt a couple of things from his brother. The way he treated things, and he actually taught me a few things about life. Of course, having mention that, please comprehend the idea that nobody is perfect. Espiecially when it comes to talking about life nobody is right and nobody is wrong.
Of course I try to be there as and when he need help. But there's something I must declare my dear friend, that your reliance level is too high. I heard that you want to get a job and I search all that I can. But what happen each and after next was.. I'm not sure if silly is the right word to use, choice. This makes no difference when you ask me out, nothing is serious. I'm always left hanging there with no answer of what's next.
Nevermind, it just makes me boil. I guess I'm not in a very good mood nowadays. I just hope that there's somebody that I hope can talk to me. 2 sms-es was sent. One, which is the one above, as usual left no reply. Another one, gladly there's reply. Sadly, she make me feel worst. For the one that I didn't sent any message and just came back from Japan, you've improved my day as always. I've got no comment.
All I can do now is, sleep and pray for a better day tomorrow. Friends are just so.. true friends are hard to find. God is the only one that I can rely well with.
I just need to spend one night in the pasir park beach again.. to release my thoughts..
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In Person
Teo Jian Hao Leonard
09 Feb 1990
| You Are More Yang |
Masculine Creative Angry Spring Summer Morning Sun Space Active Wood Chocolate |
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Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure |
You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed |
| Your Love Type: INFP |
The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
| You Should Be A Cancer |
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
e rest find out urself..bleahx!
