Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Finally! I'm starting work next week, starting Monday morning. Till now I've no idea what I'll be dealing with over there. But one matter which seems a little irony is that my supervisor-to-be had yet not seen me and she/he signed up the year end party for me already. Neither had we been conversed as well. I suppose that was my cousin's initiative as well. I'm perfectly fine with it though.
In this afternoon, I had just received call from my dad. He's currently in Shanghai, just finished his tournament in Japan. I had no idea what will he be dealing with other than his Karate business there. This especially came the thoughts of having him together with that girl who had created a chaos in my family, in Shanghai. When that imagination came to my mind upon hearing his voice, I couldn't put myself in a very satisfying mood, for not hearing his monotonous voice after such a long period of separation, for long. After all he's still my dad, so I tried to show some concern as if I still cared about him. I did so for the only reason that my sister did not seem to possess any grudge on him when speaking to him. For that, I certainly can't deny that I detest a lot on what he had once did. I guess I almost get myself into extreme perplex and sorrow person. Thank goodness, I was fully occupied by the band piece which I had finally completed my transposition but I've not finished the piece yet due to the number of soloist to take into account is not being made known to me at the moment. Another thing which came to occupy my time was the creation of Daron's blog skin. Really apologize Daron that I, who had originally wanted to make a new blog skin for you doesn't seems to appear in the way that I wanted. Nevertheless, I had posted it up. Feel free to phone me the moment you've read this portion so that I can give you the address. It doesn't really matter if it does not attract you as it did not even turn out the way I had expected.
Was thinking of asking Daron and Valarie to come to my house since my aunt had actually made the 'Soya Bean' which Valarie favor it very much. However, in return of a call, both of them can't make it due to the already planned activities.
I am suppose to discuss with my brother something concerning the website www.efl-cruz.com. And he ended up telling me that he wants to visit his school in the noon and to postpone that to night. I'm actually a little upset due to his last minute change of mind. When things like that are inevitable, I just bear with it as it's a pointless judgment to prove my infuriation. I'll just obey as asked.
If only certain love that I want is on sale, I guess I'll be crazy over it. Even if that love can only last for less than an hour. Even if it don't last for eternity, it certainly improves my satisfaction of life. Great enough, the love that is present on Earth is free. But what really meet the requirement of possessing that, it's really deep within the meaning of unconditional love. It's not the words, but the way one define it. Even if many of this definition were copied by many people, when it's being said with their heart, it's something that's ineffable and only to the person who they wish this to be delivered to will comprehend that. Others will only watch with jealousy or with disgust. What happen when love die? Can one ever have a similar person who will be walking into their love life next?
I guess I've been pondering too much on things which I can't possibly have forever.
Sometimes, I'm thinking of what my step-sister had once told me that life don't seems to be so much of in the way that she want. I wonder how to put it into words where life is without your real parent around. She thinks that I'm fortunate, I think that she's fortunate. Certainly it's too early for her to judge herself. Even though that was said long time ago, I still remember it very well. And I suppose I'm going to ask her again when the time is ripe.

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